Is it all worth it .

 I am a looser , a pessimist , a failure , a psycho ,
 You might think that when you read my blog :-)
but I am not I just think too much about what ever people do to me and what I do to them .
today evening it was a snack thinking :-) .coffee makes your brain work more, I was thinking about my parents after some many days .
What ever they did for us ... was that really necessary  what did they get ?
still a lonely old life :-) ..

Anyway .. I hope you guys can understand what I mean .